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5/22/08
wooot!!!
hahaha... its been quite sometime again uhh... ive been blogging..
hmms.
ermm, ie actualy forgot wad happ for e last few days. lols. or even near to one week's doingg.
hehhs.
ohh.. finaly. our project.. has started. last few days ago. then yeahh. finaly done.
lets see .. on monday..
was public holidae ryte. yea.. went to werk again..
okie.. overall.. dis week was quite okie..
werkin was abit okie. but not dis comin weekends. arghh. cos. ermm got promotion.then ssure end up late. maybe till midnite then close shop le..
ohya.. im in trainin to become "rollerboy".woot! but they told me to like .. erm. jx pretend im a cashier. i guess im not really a RB.hahhs i m a cashboyy.
ohh.. then sch this few days.. was really tiring. most of lesson im like slpy. then hor. the weather are freaking hot man!!!
aniways.ie went to watch a movie at cinema... w mi ffrens. wanted to watch the speed racer. but end up e place where we gg watch was like ... it doesnt show over ther.lols. then since we there. so we jx watch the indiana jones.
hahs. nice movie. funny.adventure n bit of fantasy.
nowadays.. im like .. aimin or like watchin alot of movies in cinema le. lot of $$$ ughhh.. spent. gona broke soon .
woot. so tats basically wad im been doin..
.no feelins.
.notin to writexpress.
.looking at someone.
.greet them with a smile.
feelings
5/18/08
wadds upp withh peeople!!
people do care... they dowan to tell .. share.. or wadever people tryin to help..
or am i just toooooo busybodyyy.. ?
or m i toooo caring... or jx tooo worried over someting... someone .. or .. .
shud i jx kp miself offf... from everyone?! don bother abtthings animore?
do mi own things? mi own stuffs?
isit wrong?
maybe....
i shud jx respect their decision...?
...
.
....
.......
.............
its their choicce..
............happiness oweas is shared..
but
problems is alone?
or shared aso?
bottlin memories and happiness
or
bottling problems and regrets
wich wud it be?
your own choice...
notin
whoa...
todae wen im even on land.. ie feel like im drownin..
kip havin nid to cover mi nose..
arghhh..
ohya.. went to see doctor alrdy.. like fw days ago?
but then.. ie cat really eat them. cos e medicine is all will make me fall aslp.
clever ah? get medicin.. but cant eat them.. wthh..
jxnw..
customer kip comin...
todae was tiring..
then later..wen im done.. wen closing. ie was one of e early.. or was im first one can leavealrdy. but yet in e end... ie stil was e one to leave among the last few le ..
ughhhh.. problems kip coming. never leave me alone. d0n like me w/o anii of iit..
reach home..
went msn awile.. found out some real sad storyy..
sighhh*
anyway.. walao.. theres this "item" sometime ie was using it halfwayy.. then wen ie camebakk.. the "item" was gone. not at e same place animore.. like TOOT....
someone took it..
ughhhh.. arghh!
losing material items are okie.
losing something ur lill heart precioussy..
will hurt.
time will heal.but usualy long.
DO takecare!!
faith?
BAD dayyy
5/17/08
YO!!!its been quite a while seems tat iie blog uhh..hmm.. im waiting from mi sis to use this laptop.
now currently mii desktop. ie dowan loggin from there..
hmms.. this last few days, wad hav i been doing?
schh.rest.werk.lols.
ohh.. i watch iron man again. . with mi another fwen hehhs. it was kinda last min thing tho. was actualy yest nite.
last few nite notin mux happ to rmember.
hmm.. ten ie watch the late nite sh0w.. end up ie went bak at 5am. .
slept a wile. then went to werk again..
ermm tat werk is todae norhh.. hheeeex . . :]
but todae is like im havin a real bad dae le . . .
firstly..
i don even know why i bring mi bag to werk..
during break time. went to get some "lunch-dinner" food, then wen tryin to go bak, ie accidentally. . . . went over to the escalator that went down. . not went up. ie was supposed to take the up one. ie took e one tat went down.. but the direction of e escs.. is gg to direction towards me. so end up. . ie walk... then go backwards. dotts. then some pple saw me.. got lols nia. hahhs. of cos la. kinda accidentally mde a fool of miself. .
then again.. went to bak to e "cannteen", ate mii food . .
customer complain n complain ... regardin few stuffs..
aiya...so troublesome...
then lastly,. .
wen im takin a nite rider bus.. im being squashed by the bus door wor... arghh.
not realy angry tho. dono why. too tired? or jx don care animore? cos of wad happ to e wwhole dae? oO soo luann...
now mii butt pain-.- lols.. shh sensitive. hhahss..
kkkayss.
ewww sandy backk.. but then ..
ie didnt do anitin.. haishh.. good to see her bak again. hehex
lallalala. . .
looking from afar.
might misunderstood for something bad.
secret or confessx
both are feared.
one wrong move can make matter worse.
rough? weird? suayy> or jx me being lazy and selfishh?
5/13/08
whooa..
its alrdy dis late man.. and im still not yet aslp..
is 5 in e mornin!!
been waiting to use diss lappy.. for bloggin..
ughh.. mi sis been using.. then wait n wait lor
ohh.. now mii dekstop tio virus leii.. cant scan n throw the virus away. nid to reformat e whole hard disk again nia.. haishh.. now lookin for wins OS. but. dono who hab it..
hmmm.. todae ie didnt go schh..
reason was.. im like too tired leiii..
but horr.. think.. todae.. was mii clumsiest or dono watever to call... .day of e week!
first when ie wakeup.. im alrdy did accidentally "careless or blur".
then wen im gg to werk... iie miss mi usual stop. iie pass e cityhall. then dropp at raffles. then walk up n down. then wen bak to cthall. then went up take e other line. to think of it. iie can jx take a train from e raffles jxnw and went strait to DG. ryte? ughh. todae im totally "off" dae.
okiela.tats quite okie..
then wen werk start. ie was assign to lv 1 cashier de.. then there was oni a few cashier. yet quite alot of ppl shoppin.. so end up .. mi queeue.. alot of ppl lor.. borinn... then.. surprisingly, ie didnt call mi supervisor mux.. or let sae... do mux mistake. but.. ie was totally tired. body feel tired. n i keep havin disrunning nose. guess e ppl knows.. so most of them k quiet? lols. or maybe lucky. there was not mux of "irritatin" cust? but .. there was quite few mistake i done..
and im even short or 17dollar. mi 1st time short..!
kkk.. ie guess i tell too mux in detail liao wor..
so lets move on...
later... ie dono.. if im gona b okie anot.. cos now 5+ im still not yetaslp. later still got PE..
afta PE.. ie still got mi trainin... aiyoo.. iie nid alot alot of rest le..
hopefullly ie wont fainted during mii "trainin" session. or sometin bad...
ughhh... mii bodyy feell soo weak. but yet. i still nid to do alot alot of werk.. arghhh.. it is realy tiring..
grrr.. jxnw iie made a mistake. to a gerr im habin a crushh..
ughh.. wads happenin...!!! boringboringborinnn!!!!!
tiring mind
tiring soul
but yet.
things really nid to be done.
cant run away.
force to accept it.
bein positive is good?
no title to be name
5/12/08
whoa... iie nvr blogg liaoo.. since last few dayss.. ehehe. too busyy? ermm dono?
was tired aso. kkays. aniwayys. here wad happ.
sat niite. afta werkk.. went to hab a late night movie. went to watch the iron man.!! wooo iie like e part where he was finaly done with his modification of his "iron suit".. that show was funny.. hehex. lols. okie. then end up quite late. as a result. didnt get enuff slp lor. siighhs. thenn.. next dae. went werk. jx get abt 4hrs of slpg. . . .
hmm... todae.. was quite a tiring dae. hehhs.
but actualy. wad mii teacher teach aso, iie cudnt understand mux. sooo blur!ermm.. then afta schh was feellinnn soooo downn... so .. gib a kol.. then wallla.. wennt to meet a fwen. then slack a wile. buy cakes.. talkt talkk.... n stuffs.. blehhs. nn im gona b liike supper suuper dammn busyy PLUS tiring... urghhh.. siienns..
aRrrghhHHHh!!!! walaoo@@@ y m now suddenly feelin soo down nia... somore feel like don wan to go skool for tml lidat le. aghh.. sien sien sien siennn!!!!
theres
nothin.. to reach
no one to hold.
no place to stay.
no place to b happi.
take mii to "somewhere"
take mii to a place
take mi soul
let mii b whatever and whoever ie wan be.
no one and notin to b disturb.
SAYONARA!! ! !
oppsite of luckky.
5/9/08
whoaah!! what a day..
in jx one dae.. iie had soo many unlucky things happ. arghh!!
somemore. jxnw. in werk. i make miself clumsy! then .. even customer.. LOL at me... eeyer...
ughhh..
iie was sooo bluur! afew times le.
sighh***
but overall was quite okie . other then e unlucky "moments". a wile tho.
hmm.. iie saw her todae.
then hor. iie nvr expect her to to come over mii counter.. to .. erm.. help me w stuffs.
butt is was oni a wile ..
but o well.. lets don tok abt things tat is not really 'real'.
anwy.. ie guess.. im gettin e hang of mi current new lifestyle.
nid to stand. anitin SMILE to cust. sch. werk. etc etc.
but is not yet really tat well..
mii body cant take it -.-
guess nid how exercise!! hmph..
niid more anti-lazy pills or meds.. lols.
iie nid get more stronger!
arghh.. even ie played in sports. ie feel bit akward leii..
lalallalalala... .okiie ... time for me to zip zipp liaoo..
sometimes.. ie can even kip on nonsense-in non stop. hahh.
queries.doubts.misunderstandin.
could b clear.
can a heart be easily 'ccure'
his world
5/8/08
no repliies...
ughhh..
where shud i go?
who shud i go?
how m i goin to solve?
grrr.. siien
problems keep piling
solve one, new one comes.
when will it end?
gets more confuse and stress up!
what a dae
5/7/08
actually horr.. iie didnt want to sae dis out to anione le.. but iie guess.. ie still nid to leave all dis "thing" out of mii inner self.. blehhh!
ermm ermm... *grinnin*
im fiinaly found someone!! someone actually makes me ... go 'wow' or something lidat.
iie know tat im habin a crushh.. (thx to *her*)
but now .. ie sudd unsure.. if im still feels tat way.. or im .. . . . .
then hor.. once in awile ..wen ie saw her .. or even chatted in fone.. iie got stuck within mi own MOUTHH! dammit. eewww.. soo paisehh le ... lols at me. ughhh..
whyy whyy whyyy...
but! there alot of things iie still scared or not sure of.. iie nid to know how she thinks .. ughh!
iie nid to get more info man.. lols ..
im wonderin.. shud iie rush things? or shud iie jx take it slow??
but maybe she alrdy guess how im? donola ..
todae skool.. iie use alot of tiissue.. kp on "sneezin".. mi nose pain le .. then kip on dryin. soon im gg to hab a clown nose..oO
notin happ mux iie think. jx a normal lesson. but whoa. tml got test!! and im not still haben stdy anitin yet le .. eeee...
kkk.. iie guess iie stop here. if not, iie kp on typin and typin..
confused by her
"bullied" by her
ordered by her
but
im happii with her!
5/6/08
heylo!!!
it seems like no ones been comin here animore.
ahha. of cos. everyone all think tat ie stop bloggin lioa.
guess the haben know im bak to bloggin o0
hmmm..
this few days.. everydayy.. suree.. atleast.. im being scolded..
hahhhs.
know whyy?
all because of some iirrittatinnnggggggg customer!
atleast in mi werkin daes la..
ermm.. thurs got test le.. and im not even yet started on anitin yet..
mii WAD project aso. haben start anitin aso...
eeee!!!! siiienn le... sooo manyyy things nid to do... nid to think... nid to solve.
ehh sudd feel e urge to become bak a baby. baby iiiss shhoooo goooodd..
everything is a new discovery for them. they no nid to think mux. oni try try try. lols. jx b practical.. hehh
ie wonderr.. wad is realli goin on orr happenin in mii life.. ??
izzit gettin worse? or better? .. or .. theres no diff at all???!
arghh. this point of things nonid to think. JX DO IT. nike. hahh
ehh!! kk. im gettin nonssense-in.. :p
kayy. i guuess.. ie do sthg ? abt mi notes? or bak to watch mi anime eps?
or even plae wc?! lols.. or do research on mii project!? lols... dono wad tochoose...
mii other "me" askin me to slp. but ..ie dowann..
cluuueless about wadd to do.. ..
a place in ??e
5/3/08
sicksicksikk sickk!~~
werkwerkwerrkworkk~~
where can i find mii own peacee??
in reall worlld. immm sooo tiredd..
in virtual worlld.. im soo trouble.
soo, where do i need to goo . . to find mii own tranquiility?
looking aniwhere so desperately, yet nothing new yet no discoveries is found!
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
cause I'm still trying to figure it out
don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
trying to see through the rain coming down
even though I'm not the only one
who feels the way I do.
it gets deeper and deeper
